It’s people like you who make people want to self harm and take their own lives. I hope someday you grow up and realize the power behind your words.
I did a tarot reading yesterday about everything and it basically was saying I got fired to focus on my music and that good finance flow will soon be coming my way :) I’m just trying to stay positive and am hoping for the best.
My personal life has been a complete mess and so my anxiety and PTSD has been resurfacing. I was having a panic attack at work and asked if I could go home and my boss said no, so I took a shot of alcohol to calm my nerves and to try to pull myself together. Supposedly a customer told my boss that I was going around and bragging about how wasted I was and that I drank two days in a row on the job, which was not true, but I was in such shock and crying that I signed the termination papers anyway. My own fault, it’s just horrible timing.
I still can’t believe I got fired from my job yesterday, and lost close friends within this past week. Its beautiful outside and I don’t want to be cooped up being sad in this hellish house. Someone come save me please.