I hope at my funeral, they will describe me as the person I longed to be when I was still alive and breathing. Dangerous, mysterious, half-hearted and beautiful.


April 15th
Anonymous asked: HAHAHA yeah, that's why you got fired. And the CUSTOMER is the jackass. How dare your employer not "appreciate your decisions". You got fired because you're a dirty sleazeball who stumbled around work bragging and pretending to be more drunk than you were from one shot of alcohol that you took to cure your "panic attack" from "PTSD", which is in reality just a thinly veiled cry for attention. You're a pathetic waste. Please stop burning up my tax dollars on drugs.

It’s people like you who make people want to self harm and take their own lives. I hope someday you grow up and realize the power behind your words.

April 14th
Anonymous asked: Wow. That customer is a jackass. I hope you find a better job that appreciates your decisions. Everything happens for a reason.

I did a tarot reading yesterday about everything and it basically was saying I got fired to focus on my music and that good finance flow will soon be coming my way :) I’m just trying to stay positive and am hoping for the best.

April 13th "If your ideas are bigger than the town you’re in, you’ve got to get out of there."
Brian Fallon (via the-blues-mary)

(via little-afternoon)

April 13th

Out Among The Stars (Johnny Cash Cover) by Local Natives
April 12th
Anonymous asked: Are you okay? why did you get fired - what did you do?)

My personal life has been a complete mess and so my anxiety and PTSD has been resurfacing. I was having a panic attack at work and asked if I could go home and my boss said no, so I took a shot of alcohol to calm my nerves and to try to pull myself together. Supposedly a customer told my boss that I was going around and bragging about how wasted I was and that I drank two days in a row on the job, which was not true, but I was in such shock and crying that I signed the termination papers anyway. My own fault, it’s just horrible timing.

April 12th botanize:

Tamara Dean, Reflection Ritualism
April 12th "You drink about it, smoke about it, don’t talk about it."
Ella Eyre (via exoticwild)

(Source: viuxic, via oliviaterhorststeele)

April 12th "Sadness gives depth. Happiness gives height. Sadness gives roots. Happiness gives branches. Happiness is like a tree going into the sky, and sadness is like the roots going down into the womb of the earth. Both are needed, and the higher a tree goes, the deeper it goes, simultaneously. The bigger the tree, the bigger will be its roots. In fact, it is always in proportion. That’s its balance."
Osho Rajneesh (via 13neighbors)

(via oliviaterhorststeele)

April 12th

I still can’t believe I got fired from my job yesterday, and lost close friends within this past week. Its beautiful outside and I don’t want to be cooped up being sad in this hellish house. Someone come save me please.

April 10th
Anonymous asked: What if Israel isn't Rael?

Wait, what?